I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.
Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.
If I don't think about anything, and start with a clean slate, in terms of what I have to do, a lot of different ideas come up, and I can think about things more openly.
From my debut until now, I've always wanted to sing and dance.
My popularity plunged three years ago and I didn't try to court publicity.