Food can become such a point of anxiety - not because it's food, but just because you have anxiety. That's how eating disorders develop.
Now, performing is second nature and I love every second of it. It is a very emotional thing when I can't play a song; maybe I'm hitting on something that I don't want to deal with. All of it is so personal. It is like therapy.
I did not stop dancing; I did take two years off to get myself together.
I don't put boundaries on myself when I sit at the piano.
I work hard and I will always work hard. But I feel very lucky with the way that it has all come together.